Tizian Ferro

"No Me Lo Puedo Explicar"

Me falta un poco el aire que soplaba
O simplemente tu espalda blanca...na na na na na na na na
Y ese reloj ya no andaba
De mañana a tarde siempre se paraba
Como yo el te miraba
Nunca llorarè por ti
A pesar de lo que un tiempo fuì...no no no no no no no no
Si, lo admito, alguna vez
Te pienso pero
No me tocas mas

Solo que pensaba lo inùtil que es desvariar
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu
No me das tu amor constante
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas cosas...na na na na na na na na
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo
Te permito caminar
Y si quieres te regalo sol y mar
Excusa, sabes, no quisiera molestar
Pero como esto puede acabar
No me lo puedo explicar
Yo no lo puedo explicar

La negra noche y la luna llena
Nos ofrecìan sòlo un poco de atmosfera
Yo la amo todavia
Cada detalle es aire que me falta
Y si estoy asì es por la primavera
Pero sé que es una excusa...

Solo que pensaba lo inùtil que es desvariar
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu
No me das tu amor constante
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas cosas...na na na na na na na na
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo
Te permito caminar
Solo que pensaba lo inùtil que es desvariar
Y creer que estoy bien cuando es invierno pero tu
No me das tu amor constante
No me abrazas y repites que soy grande
Me recuerdas que revivo en muchas cosas...na na na na na na na na
Casa, viajes, coches, libros, paginas de diario
Que aun si ya no valgo nada por lo menos yo
Te permito caminar
Y si quieres te regalo sol y mar
Excusa, sabes, no quisiera molestar
Pero como esto puede acabar
Pero como esto puede acabar
Pero como esto puede acabar

Yes its been a while. Wonder why and yet i never seem to have something to say when I do come on here to say something haha. i added a link to my pandora radio stations. Its a pretty cool website, in terms of finding and listening to music you like according to artists you already like. You can also make a quick mix and it just plays music according to the stations you already have set up. Anyway lets see whats new... well not much lol... just been working and trying to find a job since i only have one more month to go here at clicc. sad day... yes i know but whats worse is that its pretty hard to find a job to hold me up till grad school. its a weird feeling. things seem to move pretty quickly. My b-day came along. lol oh man what a night i gotta say, better than a lot of b-day's i've had in the past, of course they were all special in thier own ways but well this one is gonna be with me for a while. It was what i needed to because im not usually excited about my b-day when it comes around. but being around friends is always a great thing! especially with all thats happened in the past year.
Guess we are all headed somewhere at full speed. Oh the hair is growing still, not as long as i would like it still, in that middle stage where its always a bad hair day but soon enough it will be long enough to tie back or something, we'll see.















That was a fun time....

Insperation came suddenly.... i dunno its late or early which way you want to see i dunno. should be sleeping i know it but somehow my body longs for something more than just sleep and thus will not give up and go into the night. i just ran into something i didn't expect, which is blowing my mind in a way i didn't see it before in this person, and now it conjures all kinda of powers inside me that can't be explained or understood in the darkness of my room. what is good is it relieves me of an evil that has crept its way back to my vicinity this weekend. For that the heavens have blessed me with some sense and light in a world i was finding boring and useless. The talent and longing for a brighter truth and a real truth is driving me nuts for some reason and yet so far away in a way that i wish wasn't so. just when I thought i had a pretty clear idea, the brakes lock and i find myself pleasantly surprised in all senses of the word. Love reign o'er me, and bring close that which has become my serenity.


I think of those days and past


Of the peace that exists



One of only Five i saw


In the darkness still light prevails


And beauty is not forgotten nor lost

Little Wing-Jimmi Hendrix

Well shes walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
Thats all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When Im sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
Its alright she says its alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything.

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

I want my little wing.

Rambling at the night


I sit at you and stare beyond the road
Hypnotized by the existential path that leads ahead
Truth be told, truth be held, truth in what is right and forgot
Beating is the heart... stranded is the life.... death be near
Awaken to black.... though blue are the eyes that view the red barren sky burn
I don't want to stay.... i know i don't want to go
Rusted signs... controlled to an end.... be lost
Ramble sights spoken in views of god's dice
symphonic tones... marches of ents to solidarity
confusion empathetical to no one
insignificant release on the future time of tell all
Proof concreate in mashed jingle
lost by the rearviewmirror that stands
el fin

Tell me what you think this song means.......


State of love and trust
as I busted down the pretext
sin still plays and preaches
but to have an empty court, uh huh
and the signs are passin, grip the wheel
can't read it
sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands...hands yeah
and I listen for the voice inside my head
nothin', I'll do this one myself

lay her down as priest does
should the lord be acountin'
will be in my honour, make it pain
painfully quick, uh huh
promises are whispered
in the age of darkness
want to be enlightened
like I want to be told the end...end, yeah
and the barrel shakes
aimed directly at my head
oh, help me, help me from myself
and I listen yeah, from both
sides of the bed
nothin', I'll do this one myself
oh oh oh myself....Myself

yeah, yeah

hey, na-na-na-na, hey that's something
hey, na-na-na-na, hey that's something
hey, na-na-na-na, hey that's something
wanna back, back it away , yeah

and I listen, yeah,
for the voice inside my head
nothin', I'll do this one myself
oh, ah, and the barrel waits,
trigger shakes
aimed right at my head
won't you help me
help me from myself

eh oh eh o ehh
eh oh eh o ehh

state of love

again!!

Bad ass video!!!

Old vid but new too. lol will post more of my fav vids soon.

So i dunno why but apperently Sally and Sarah are two long lost 13 yr old sisters that have at last found eachother. giggly, 13 yr sisters.

ast week was a wierd awaking.
Mainly it sucked lol. Shit all week and deppression hit hard.
I mean fell off my bike is one thing. Stupid girl, she saw me comming but no she just had to get in the way. And even after i fall and fuck up my knee and hand and arm she doesn't even say sorry just keeps walking like the bitch she is. I should of known then that bad times were getting worse. Then my luck ran out friday morning, when after dropping of my sis at work I was involved in a collision, no accident, collision would mean it was with someone else. Anway it was raining and I love driving in the rain, gives me a sense of accomplishment i guess cause im a good driver in the rain and can drive bettet than others in the rain. Well problem is you can't always win them all. I was turn and my back end just fliped around, smashed into the center divider and headed the other way, excpet i was turning as in cicles turning headed across all 3 lanes of traffic and hit the other barrier on the other side of the freeway, followed by more turns and finally fliping over. Once the rollercoaster was done i find myself on the passernger seat and my radio still on and the rain falling on my eyes. Qucikly i realize my car is on its side and open the driver side door to get out. I jump out and with traffic stopped some guys help me out and flipp my car over. i start her up and away i go. It wasn't till i got hom e to actually look at the damage that my heart trully broke. Gotta say she is the only one that will make me cry the way I did. It broke my heart that i hurt her that bad and love her so much cause she with stood the hits and flip amazingly well. No broken windows, frame intact, runs perfect. I mean had i been driving someting else i trully believe i would not be here tryping this out. Other cars would have torn apart, but my baby looked after me and made sure i was safe. I came out of it with nothing, no bruises, no scratches, physically fine as when i first got into her in the morning. nothing but the emotional pain of that she is hurt. Its a wierd feeling, some one else that was close to me had a similar accident, her car was totalled and she didn't really get hurt either but we had a conversation of weather she was paying attention to god.
ITs a wierd feeling, Last night i also remembered that I wasn't wearing a seat belt that day.
I dunno if it was a sign or some way of something telling me to wake up and do something. But i feel that better days are ahead because i will make them so. I know one thing for sure Im not ever gonna get rid of my Pearl. When im done with her she will be better than when we first met. I love my car and I love my life. On to better days..........

its freakin 7 in the mornin...AHHHH!!! so tired but still guess just decided to do something lol. Lets see here a yes this weekend was another great weekend, friday was fun, brew co and karaoke is always a good mix...... course wasn't as gone as last weekend but yeah since its a rareity im all good.

on a side note, this thought keeps comming into my head about just much things can change in a little amount of time. guess i should say people since i mean one in particular. Just seems like we've grown completly apart, and to think this person was my best friend or I consider her my best friend who really knew everything about me and i thought knew the real me, and now nothing. Now its just the past. Dunno if you've ever had that in any instance in your life and i hope you don't but its something to wonder. Something that i wish wasn't so...

anyway its what 8th week now i think... acutally yes and i dunno where the hell this quarter has gone. so much stuff has happened that it boggles my mind to think about what things were like last quarter even more last year and most of all next year. so many unknowns. some how though i find that everything works out... that fuck that and this and still shit works out and im good. i am looking forward to graduation now cause so tired of school and all that drama. and also hawaii!! thats gonna be awsome great friends, great times, always a good thing.

ok i gotta say last friday was awsome!!!! Its days like those that i love brew co. fridays!! aside from disclosing some information that i probably shouldn't have... damm drinks... it was a great night. stress reliver and distraction to a running mind i would say. plus intresting reactions by new people there lol. anway must repeat again and again and again.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5aZkQrNnx0

My future car!