Friday, August 31, 2007



Yes its been a while. Wonder why and yet i never seem to have something to say when I do come on here to say something haha. i added a link to my pandora radio stations. Its a pretty cool website, in terms of finding and listening to music you like according to artists you already like. You can also make a quick mix and it just plays music according to the stations you already have set up. Anyway lets see whats new... well not much lol... just been working and trying to find a job since i only have one more month to go here at clicc. sad day... yes i know but whats worse is that its pretty hard to find a job to hold me up till grad school. its a weird feeling. things seem to move pretty quickly. My b-day came along. lol oh man what a night i gotta say, better than a lot of b-day's i've had in the past, of course they were all special in thier own ways but well this one is gonna be with me for a while. It was what i needed to because im not usually excited about my b-day when it comes around. but being around friends is always a great thing! especially with all thats happened in the past year.
Guess we are all headed somewhere at full speed. Oh the hair is growing still, not as long as i would like it still, in that middle stage where its always a bad hair day but soon enough it will be long enough to tie back or something, we'll see.















That was a fun time....

Sunday, August 05, 2007



Insperation came suddenly.... i dunno its late or early which way you want to see i dunno. should be sleeping i know it but somehow my body longs for something more than just sleep and thus will not give up and go into the night. i just ran into something i didn't expect, which is blowing my mind in a way i didn't see it before in this person, and now it conjures all kinda of powers inside me that can't be explained or understood in the darkness of my room. what is good is it relieves me of an evil that has crept its way back to my vicinity this weekend. For that the heavens have blessed me with some sense and light in a world i was finding boring and useless. The talent and longing for a brighter truth and a real truth is driving me nuts for some reason and yet so far away in a way that i wish wasn't so. just when I thought i had a pretty clear idea, the brakes lock and i find myself pleasantly surprised in all senses of the word. Love reign o'er me, and bring close that which has become my serenity.


I think of those days and past


Of the peace that exists



One of only Five i saw


In the darkness still light prevails


And beauty is not forgotten nor lost