GOD dammit... i must be narcasistic ( this is when you like hurting yourself right??) anway why oh why do i keep falling for the same shit!!.... ok nevermore

finally.... finals are over... dam last friday was good! no major worries and only good times with friends. And i cut off the strand that was holding me back. Who knows how long that will last but for now im good and im just want to have fun. So the break is here and although im working, im glad that i have no school to worry about. Wed is the bombfire and friday brew co. should be good again. But after that the holidays are here and i don't seem to be in the thick of things like before. I dunno this end of the year seems less filling and more depressing than last years. I dunno its gonna be hard to survive and try to find the fun in things but at last i will and perhaps make my 0wn fun... nothing i haven't done before and am pretty good at. For now playing my guitar and gamecube are two great options but more fun will come soon.

FINALS SUCK!!! what else can i say...... oh and life sucks too but thats a different issue all together......

UCLA!!! UCLA!!!!
The game was awsome!! Aside from not being there of course. But it was even better because we watched it a nathans house who just bought a 60 inch plasma tv. This thing is HUGE!! I mean its pretty much like being there. This thing is like a wall of a living room, so big and pretty. Anyway whats better than that, beer, steak, burgers, hot dogs, chilling with friends, and enjoying Ucla kick usc's ass. Seriously. It was great. Of course Friday was another great night. Having Chris come down for Brew Co. was classic. Great night, Epic enough. Im sure he can vouch for that lol. So can I, lol.